One of the reasons why being true to myself is very important to me is because that's when I am being the Cause.
What do I mean by Cause?
Cause is my essence and the loving intent that gives rise to all that I am experiencing. As Cause, I am being that which is unchanging and true. Love is love is love is love forever...as is peace, joy, happiness, freedom, wisdom, beauty etc. These things can never change. When I'm not being the Cause, I'm tossed from pillar to post, one minute I'm happy, then I'm miserable; I'm confident one moment and afraid the next. If I look to someone who is not ensconced in Cause for my happiness, then I'm never going to be happy. I'm going to be in state of flux and judgment. Only when I am being the Cause can I find fulfillment in life and be truly happy.
When I am thinking from the Cause level, then I experience the whole universe as coming from the Love that I am, and all that I experience resonate my Joy. There are times when I experience something months or years even from when it was originated at the Cause level. I had one such experience this morning.
On the bus the driver made some kind of announcement but I didn't hear what he was saying or I wasn't paying any attention. I did notice, however, this man I sometimes see on my travels get off the bus, and I wondered why. It was only when the bus turned down away from the usual route that I realised what the driver's announcement had been about: the route was being diverted. It was too late for me to get off the bus, so I decided to relax and enjoy the ride. It was then I realised that the journey was demonstrating Cause in action.
For a long time now I've wondered where this road leads to. One way I could have found out was hopping on a bus that goes down that road but I wasn't motivated to do so. Now I was finding out for real. So while it seemed like my journey was being delayed, it wasn't really. Why? Because I was the Cause of this journey. It was my wish to experience this route that had brought this experience into manifestation, albeit months later. During the journey I projected love to everyone involved and thanked them for making my dream come true.
I recently met someone with whom I feel knew a deep connection with. The moment we met we knew it was planned at the Cause level, albeit taking 40 years to come into manifestation. While our meeting has had a huge impact on both our lives, I know it's for our highest good.
I am the Cause of all my experiences.
That Cause is the Love that I am.
Enocia
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